So that I might know you.
Once a puddle of clay
Now a person passing through you
Like the scent of a stranger
In a railway tunnel
Long ago, when you were my age
And I arrived from a nowhere place
And life was held up, once again
By a mysterious tide you couldn't see
When I was cloud and Mum sang to me
Curled up within her, warm and still
Her voice, a music that moved love through me
Your hand on her, so that I might know you
You chopping the wood
You painting the cot
You building a kingdom in a daydream
You taking Mum in, down the dusty road
With the trees on each side
Like the cage to your heart
And the night I nearly died
The bloodied sheets
But I swam through
To find you there
Your sleepless face in a light filled room
Me carrying the traces of another world
Against your chest, your breath in mine
Speaking to me in silence
Now cities between us
Childhood receded
Adulthood a fog
Built from swept up dream dust
You looking older each time I come home
But life still sings within you
And what hides in you still hides in me
And what you see, I see too
Both of us now
Sit in separate rooms
Filling the distance through phone calls
And I cling to your voice
Because I still wear your words
Like a cloud, so that I might know you.